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    November 27

    long day

    wahahahahaahhahahah
     
    let me tell u all a good news which i received last nite when i got home
     
     
    morning, out with crazy bitch selina
    went yum cha with her
    kept talking and teasing abt henry
     
    we walked in city for more than 7 hrs
    she bought too much
    oh my god...
    i felt so thirsty like hell coz we talked to much
    shes crazy
     
    how come she said i lost weight crazy...
    i put on too much weight dear
     
    Pitt st, george st, QVB...everywhere
    i felt like i lost my foot...
    i m hella exhausted....
     
    wat a lovely day for walking and shoppings
    shes like been jailed and not done any shoppings in decades
    laughed so much and this crazy gal
    went trying the headband in mimco
    i was like wat the hell??
    one headband 80 bucks搶$$
     
    crazy selina plz dun laugh too loud when i told u wat happened in gold coast.
    i know its damn funny but...haha
    remember to go to infinity and grab a hot guy with u every nite...lol like Blair Waldorf!!
    such a great day thank you baby
     
    haha Co Co Chanel said "無香水的女人, 沒有將來!!"
    thast why i told her to buy lola for herself
    its on big sale and newly released
     
     
    had great chat to her, i said,
    i wanna hav my own fashion line on my own name
    and each item only has two in each store so that ppl wil fight for it
    haha...
     
    had stupid sushi in world sq
    we should ha gone to 誠
    ppl said its nicer
    this crazy gal said i ate more than her!!!!!!
    awwww
     
    got home
     
    checked usyd email
     
    oh my heaven god
     
    Lisa Kelaher sent me email said, I am approving you to major in acct and claw,
    oh my god, i feel so relieved,,,i had tears on my eyes....im thrilled
    i was expecting she sent me the deadly saying-no email like the news round up.
    when i had no hope then she told me she had a look on my plan and thot about it, think its visible....
    oh my heaven god...
    so its worth it when i talked to all those staff in the faculty and all those sarcasm...
     
    i told vivien, thomas and mich and jackie and joanne...at once
    they r happy for me and like my facebook status...haha
    thank you god i love you god....
    such an early xmas gift...
    thank you so much god
    thanks usyd SIO staff
    and thanks lisa
    and thanks dean
    and thanks janice loftus ross hodgson and sue newberry
    thank you so much for your help.
     
    tear** thank you god....
     
     
    well i think i overused my energy this week
    and din hav enuf slp
    been puking for 2 days and not eating
    ewwwwww
    i got sick?? awwww
     
    take more rest!!!!stupid shaz go ahead.
     
     
    November 26

    long day

    stupid u syd
    i hate it
     
    professor meeting at 10?!
    ask me to refer to SIO lisa?
    damn i seen her many times b4
    har wat th hell
     
    hopeless
    called joanne and iris lim
    thanks for ur advice gals
     
    i waited until thomas done with exam
     
    he said the paper asked abt PAT
    WTH? PAT is so easy...
    i love theory of chapter 1
     
    i feel so lost - Nate Achibald to Blair Waldorf!
     
    may do master of claw then damn
     
    talked to much issues with thomas during lunch he brought me.
    sigh
     
    ho faaan ar usyd is restricting students' human rights!!
     
    long long day.
     
    hav fun back in malaysia joanne!!
     
    gonna hav another long day with selina tmr...
    November 25

    ....

    曾經
     
     
    有一段時間
     
     
    我覺得我的將來係2nd位
     
     
    this is the most insane time that i ever have been
     
     
    今日
     
    我放棄左咁多野係perth
     
     
    我黎sydney
     
    我應該係知道
     
    我要讀好uni
     
    我要拎HD
     
    先至補償到我失去的
     
    就係因為我會讀好書
     
    我先要同我好朋友分開,
     
     
    過一D咁ge 生活
     
    我覺得我今個sem
     
    好失敗。
     
    既然讀好書咁重要
     
    點解我會去同阿某飲茶, 講埋d 垃圾, 晒左我的quality time.
     
    好後悔。
    November 22

    ...

    New Moon
     
     
     
    want more edward cullen' scene even tho i dun find him charming
     
    jacob looks so..weird
     
     
    cant help sheding one tear
     
    jacob: I know what he did to u, trust me, ill never do that kind of thing
     
    bella is such a poor thing.
     
    and ed plz, stop saying those disgusting words like "ur the only reason why im still alive"...
     
    its so lame and gross...
     
     
     
    next one will be bella become vampire.
    and their baby daughter
    haha
     
    look alice is a standard speed driver
     
    after watching 2012 and new moon this week
    i honestly think i need to take advanced driving course
    so that when i speed like hell,
    i can still survive and make it for any emergency
    haha
    advanced driver im coming!
     
     
     
     
    guess it ll be better
     
    so tired of going shopping in bondi and strolling around
     
    tired!
    November 20

    im sick of it

    原來
     
    原來
     
     
    大家唔係朋友
     
    大家只係利用大家
     
    我完全明白晒
     
     
     
     
    唔該,
    exam之前同考緊exam都唔好打電話黎
    仲有考claw 都唔好打黎呀以後
     
     
    im happy to help people
    but plz, dun use me, coz i can really feel that ur using me.
     
     
     
    實在太好
     
    一次過睇清楚咁多人
     
    應該慶幸的.
     
     
    講完。
    November 11

    ....

    我覺得我好失敗
     
     
     
    Stuvac-
     
    calls, msgs always.
     
     
    =="
     
     
     
    if im that smart, then i dun hav to study anymore for the stupid paper exam.
    October 27

    gossip girl season2 ep 15

    At Eleanor wedding,
     
     
     
    Im sorry for everything
     
    you deserve much better
     
    dont come looking for me
     
                                 chuck
     
     
     
     
    \\
     
     
    why does it sound so familiar?
    October 16

    .

     
     
    犯錯
     
     
    再犯錯
     
     
    點解
     
    我會錯左一次又一次
     
     
    i feel so bad
    September 26

    regret

    我現在才知道什麼是後悔...
    September 21

    ...

    我想講一樣野
     
    我好想講
     
    我覺得...
     
     
    你地唔值得我對你地咁好。
     
     
     
     
    因為我知道我應該對一d 真係對我好的人更好。
    August 26

    ...

    uni 果d 人好似食左屎咁
     
    小小野就大大聲係度吠
     
    狗先知吠ga ja
     
    你係咪狗丫?
     
     
    唔該你有番d教養, 我同你d人唔係好熟
     
    唔該你客氣d, 比番d禮貌去同我講野, 唔好對住我吠
     
     
     
    我唔係你屋企人, 你要大大聲吠, 唔好對住我...
     
    唔該晒
     
    講完。
    August 20

    ....

     
     
    點解我的每一個新ge
     
    都係一模一樣
     
    連生日都係差1日
     
    我想嘔
     
    可唔可以
     
     
     
    我唔係sense到有d不長的預感
     
     
    August 16

    ..

    i never know how simple it can be to have a nice day in weekend
     
     
    have a nice concert with fds
     
    talked to handsome guys next to me
     
    taken pics in front of the sydney opera house and harbour bridge
     
    gossip around with crazy fds
     
    hav supper with crazy fds in maccas
     
    chitchat with them abt life and this silly world
     
    wat a great nite.
     
    thz guys
     
     
     
    August 10

    bad dream

    watched the entire series of mooncake resonance
    i know im so outdated to do so
     
     
    but
    i had bad dreams after i watched it
     
     
    n they were as real as i were there
     
     
    i dunno which roles i belong to n i completely dun wanna know abt it
    coz i just dun giv a shit wat they r doing now even they r enjoying a much luxurious life thn mine
     
     
    plz god i dun wanna dream abt that brute n the evils around that.
     
    dream was as bad as 2 years ago
     
    fortunately i only had it very seldom
     
    hope i wont dream abt it in the rest of my life ever again
     
    i dun wan2 to the murders in my dreams
     
    plz god..
     
    August 06

    ..

    little summary abt these 2 weeks
     
     
    Hate Fin A lecture
     
    coz i really hate the kiwi accent for heaven's sake
     
    spind--spend
    ten-ten
    so much 'in' sound
    so annoying
    fuckin lect starts at 9 which pushes me to be up at 7 and sandwished me with damn high school students in the damn bus 370
    WTH
    i can make it at 9 neway haha
     
     
     
     
    got a good fd told me shes upset from uni stuff and
    felt bad for her coz i can guess wat its abt
    fuckng damn tutes
     
    acct tute was ok, RM again, is my tutor, gave me lil greeting when she saw me,
    she remembered me WTH!
    the local n the asian aussie pfffffff
     
    work lecture...
    those ppl
    pfffff
    get out
    dun come close to me even u need help
    有事先黎搵人
    平時唔見人
    扮見唔到
    垃圾人。
     
    got so disgusted by those "fds"
    was hella tired
    i stayed in uni for 7 hrs on tues
    wtf
     
    exhausted until my foot got sore
    dragged into home
     
     
    wed acct lect
    got along with sylvia n stephen
    thz stephen for the hot chips yummy!!
    thz sylvia for goin shopping with me
    she did lots of shopping tho
     
     
    i know im really dumb
    i bought the aromatic oil again this time
    i grab the concentration for study and focus
    haha
    30 bucks
    i guess need it during my revision
    oh one more thing,
    bumped into Abilasha during lunch in study room
    we chatted like crazy
    nice chat
     
    July 31

    廢話

    好耐之前已經想寫...
     
     
    由去tassie之前到左返黎...
     
     
    我身邊有好多人講ge野
     
    我都好想寫...
     
     
     
     
    做女人最蠢的是...
     
    自以為男人天天愛著她...
     
    男人一天不跟自己分手就是愛著她----(送你2個字---白痴)
    做女人最忌的就是以為自己的男人勁愛佢...
    自己飄飄...
     
    請問...你跟幾多種唔同的男人"相處過", "相處過"means 共同相處知心過半年以上...
    你有幾清楚男人呢個動物?
    你知道他們想什麼?
    男人穩定下來的時候...就會係外面找第2個...
    呢個係天性...
     
    請你接受+明白, 仲有唔好咁傻..去同人講xxxx好愛我...
    外面一張臉...入面一張臉...人心咁難測..
    我覺得無論幾令的人都會有小小危機感if they r not exceptionally stupid.
     
    除非一個男人為左我死..我就會信...
    更何況人會變..
    做女人要清醒...
    唔好比男人蝦到上心口...仲蠢到去為佢搵excuse...
    女人天生軟弱但係唔係蠢..
    b smart!!
     
     
     
    2nd,
     
    有人講話..咩rational...唔會比男人玩...
    咪咁天真...當你真係中2佢...
    你已經係輸左...你點樣好理性咁樣rational去分析呢個人
    你唔好以為自己係jesus
    or 如果你真係可以rational, 即係你根本唔中2呢個人...
    局中人點會知自己做緊蠢野...
    請唔好overestimate你自己...
     
     
     
     
     
    無人係未蠢過, 未傻過,
    只係當你傻果陣, 有人同你講真相,
    你根本聽唔入, or你會反口鬧果個remind你的人
    女仔請自重, 要堅強, 要止蝕..
     
     
     
     
    June 29

    好心la..

    好心d人....
    收收下
    去左一2個sem 去exchange...
    就話自己係人地的uni的alumn
    frauds lor完全
     
    下...咁如果我去oxford, harvard, standford, MC Tech, Boston, UCLA讀2個sem...我就係人地grad student咩?就係人地alumn
     
    d人都幾無賴....
     
    扼神片鬼...
    June 20

    考唔好唔去女行

    呢幾日
     
    聽去旅行
     
    plan去旅行
     
    講到好煩
     
    聽到煩
     
     
    於是我決定考唔好claw
     
    邊度都唔去!
     
    反省!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
     
     
    3年的時間
     
    唔長唔short
     
    我係度林
     
    一個月我用aud2000
    3年我用左幾多$?
     
    我林...果amount已經夠我還油7大continent好多地方...
     
    我再林
     
    書都讀唔好
     
    拎d $去玩
     
    之後返黎又會好內疚...
     
    我黎aus係黎讀好書...拎HD...雖然我從來都係唔盡力
    至少唔會fail
     
    今次acct同econ fail緊la...
     
    如果fail左, 有咩面去玩?
     
     
    對住acct, 係一d 怒火, 一d 無奈
     
    對住econ, 係一埋後悔同內疚..
     
    so而家呢個moment
     
    我對住claw,
    係真係要努力...雖然我知claw高分好難...
     
    唯有努力...
     
    June 18

    attacked

    i was attacked...
     
    by ACCT B!!!!!!
     
    i never heard one saying the paper is not fucking hard...
     
    why the hell do u hav to complicate the exam paper to make u the best uni in aus??
    fine!
     
    from the mo i walk out fr the hall, ppl started to swear abt the paper n the mean woman...
     
    no wonder ppl hate acct B staff so much...
     
    WTF...ACCT B upset us..
    passing rate 46%??
    so u just wanna earn much more fr us by retaking the unit rite
     
     
    as we all defected by ACCT 1B
    nobody got motivation to study for econ...
    n damn,
    the last part was so much harder than last sem past paper...
    WTH...
    shit
     
    i wanted to rip it into halves..
     
    ok fine i screwed up..
     
    n u know wat
     
     
     
    computer broke down damn!
     
    tummy hurts...double damn!
     
    went to shopping with theresa
    i was dragged into it...i was abt to cry over my exam...haha
     
    I cant buy sth i wanted to buy! shit
     
    the trip declined...dun wanna mention weather ppl money...WTH!
     
    the mood was swinging..still
     
    i wanna roar!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
     
     
    i guess i got food craving dear WTF
    n i gained weight!hell...........
     
     
    u know wat, i feel even worse when i got my mums parcel last nite,
    to study n get HD is the purpose why im here,...
    the parcel is just an accessory to help with my life..
    if i fucked up my exam, wat is the point of sending parcel to me? i feel ashamed...
     
    as wat Sylvia said, we spent the whole week to revise ACCT B, but then we screwed it up...
    it ll really upset us. no wonder she said..she felt hurt...
     
    i wanna say me2!
     
     
    If you wanna set a paper to knock down 90% of students, to trick them fr all aspects...
    n the questions set were not giving students to gain marks to reflect wat they r learning..
    i reckon its not abt an exam..
    its abt a plot.
    how can you make us hav no chance to answer wat we knew, but instead, answer ur exceptionally-advanced-nasty-out-of-syllabus questions?!
     
     
     
     
     
    June 09

    做到了

    我特登去聽番一d一直都唔敢聽的歌
     
     
     
    我一d 傷心的感覺都無
     
     
    只係有小小莫名的傷感...
     
     
     
    可能呢d就係傳說中的陌生的感覺
     
    人真係好可悲
     
     
    一d時間之後
     
    可以對一個人完全無晒記憶,無晒感覺,
    比對pets更可悲
     
     
    原來我們每一個人
    都是可以放下任何東西
    放下任何感覺
    放下所有記憶同包袱
    variables就係時間的多少。
     
     
     
    果d話唔得ge人...只係果心唔想...果人唔去做而已。
     
     
    人真係可悲
     
     
     
     
    因為呢一刻
     
     
    我連一d 感覺
     
    連一滴眼淚
    一刻想深思的時刻
    都無...